It happened on a Friday . But not today , it's last Friday . Something is there . But , i'm not bothering about it , i'm not caring . Because i don't deserve it . Anyway , i was hoping for the same thing to happen today , but it did not and i told myself that i should not expect anything . No more....

What should i say about tony kor ? That i first time see him emo ? That deep inside him , there were pain , confusion and something more ? Now i know that i do not understand him . However , i care for him . I hope he knows . I don't want him to feel what everyone is afraid of feeling . I hope he can feel that even if there is no one who understands him , there is someone who cares for him and make sure he exists . (: