There's a lot of things i can't handle . Many , many things . Enough is enough ! Now HE is giving me a problem . He's change . Totally . He won't talk to me about anything . We're not close like we used to be . Why is it so ? Must it be such a big difference ? I may not know what he's feeling , but he don't have to do that to me ! He's like venting anger on me . I hate that . I meant good for him , not lecturing him . I'm getting him back on the right track . He just doesn't get it . I knew it long ago .. that 2011 won't be that good , and now it proves that i'm right . I don't feel like talking to him right now , because i know we will end up quarreling if i continue to say what i wanted to say .



Why must it be like this ? I know you had stop liking me , but we're still brother and sister , am i wrong ? I care for you , but you don't know . I'm trying to help you , but you don't know . I'm tired of handling things like this . I had it last year , i don't want it to happen again this year ! Although it's of different person ! I rack my brain to think how i can get a birthday present for you , how can i celebrate your birthday even if it's going to be a belated birthday . I don't want you to think that no one appreciates you , because i do . Actually i alr have a plan in mind , however , you're giving me crap now . Maybe i'm being petty or whatsoever . But i meant well .