I'm isn't a good person. Things wouldn't change because i want them to. I don't understand you and you too, don't understand me. I'd never tried to understand you more.. because i think i kinda give up on trying to take the initiative. You'd never tried to understand me more, because... you don't care. To you, i'm like others, nothing special, i know. At least you had given me respect. Thank you. At least you had given me a lot of things that others cannot give. Thank you. But, everything's now screwed. Soon, everything's gonna end, that's one. And that, i should give up before everything ends. Maybe when you asked me that question again, i should reply you : "Yeah.." with something else that may be the most right answer for us both. The word : understand, is becoming more and more vague. Not the meaning of the word, is.. what i'm suppose to do to really understand a person! Thinking of that makes me angry. Because i don't know how. Sacrificing self for others is worth, isn't it? But i won't have real happiness. However, i don't care, do i? I'm one that takes others as the priority, what can i do? Well, things just can't be changed in a single day, by a single word. Therefore, i'm gonna STOP trying alr. Let's just be who we are before we know each other. Wish you happy...


Now, i regretted meeting you, for it hurts.