Life really sucks. Thursday, "great" thing happened. Sometimes when you meant well, people take it for granted. Sometimes when you wanted to help, people ignore and demand you.

I'm just trying to make things better AS A FRIEND. So, what are you taking it for? Demand me to tell you who the person is who told me everything? Why should i tell you? What right do you have to do things as you wish? I have my own reason for not telling, cos i know you will BLUNTLY blame the person. Yeah, you always like hurting me first, then apologize. So, if you really want to hurt others so much, DON'T BOTHER APOLOGIZING. I DON'T NEED IT. I can stop crying without your apology. Now i agree that, things are better THIS way. You made a right choice for not accepting me. THANKS. But i made a wrong choice for choosing you out of so many. I'm stupid. You don't have to make up anything for me, cos what you say and what you do had already leave a scar on ME. Not YOU. It's awesome that it's over already. Everything. I'll never going to see you again and i think it's... good. It's true that it's still very hard for me to forget everything, but i'll definitely get over with it. No matter what.

Things keep happening, and they wouldn't stop. Yesterday, felt very upset as well. Parents are never contented by their child's result. They expected a lot, when they know they THEMSELVES can't make it. When they say, "Never mind la, you don't fail, and pass above 60 can le la.", they meant SHIT. When you really didn't do well, they say you never work hard enough. They will say, "You better not play again, i tell you. I'm still NOT HAPPY with your result. Next time you got this result again, you see what i will do to you." But the fact is, i got all above 64 and i've improved. Of course i know i can do better, so i will work hard again. But will they ever believe in me? FOR JUST ONCE? No. They think that when i'm out with friends to the library, is for some joke and play. And they claim that i'm always hanging out with friends, which results in my poor result. Do you think the library is some playground? I didn't know they can say something like that. Now i know, i don't have and DON'T NEED trust from them. It's just a pile of poop and it's useless. As for hanging out with friends, how many times did i went out this year? 3 times. Wow, it's called a lot huh! Yeah, i watched movie when i went out. They claimed that i don't have to watch movie, i can buy CDs back home to watch. But when did they EVER allow me to watch horror and romance movie? They treat me like their dog. Say what must do what. You think i'm really a dog? Don't dream.

Today, people like to vent anger on me. When they angry, wow.. vulgar, hurtful words all out from their mouth. They think i'm their punching bag. But when i'm pissed, i only kept quiet and never wish to talk to anyone. However, i'll get over with it soon and i didn't shout or scream or scold anyone. YOU.ALL.DON'T.UNDERSTAND.ME. That's all. No point talking about useless stuffs. Life is never great, i got it. And, YOU don't have to comment anything on my fb post, i'll never reply you. Although today, it's your first time doing so, but it's just too bad that you hurt me FIRST.