Aw, today's such a sad day......
Got back maths common test. At first thought that i will fail sia. Cos when i take the test, idk how do the inequalities questions! At that point of time, my mind just went blank for inequalities. Well, was actually praying to not fail COS I DON'T WANT TO FAIL ANY SUBJECTS! SO FAR I HAVEN'T! And i don't want to disappoint ms liza. Thinking of that, i almost cried. -.-
So then ms liza called my name. I don't dare to look at my paper. But haha, i passed. But still not quite relieve cos it wasn't very great. I.DON'T.LIKE.THIS.RESULT. Zzt... anyway, go through paper and i got 1 question not sure... so then went to ms liza and ask. In the end found out that my working is wrong.. AND SO, GOT TO DEDUCT 2 MARKS! At that point of time, i can't control myself anymore... i just burst out crying. At first when ms liza said that, i already had tears in my eyes... but soon they just roll down. What can i do? Ms liza know i cried, duh! Cos i cry in front of her. But i didn't beg her to not deduct my marks... but at then, i really broke down. I manage to pass and i was relieve (although not very) and now what?! Gonna deduct another 2 marks?! Might as well tell me go and die. I seriously don't want disappoint ms liza sia... that's also 1 of the reason why i cried. She said it's alright... and in the end she didn't deduct my 2 marks... but tell me to learn a lesson from that. Well, i still do not feel ok. COS I SOUNDS LIKE A LOSER. I SEEMS LIKE A LOSER. AND I FEELS LIKE A LOSER! JUST BECAUSE OF THIS, I CRIED AND END UP NOT GETTING MY 2 MARKS DEDUCTED JUST BECAUSE MS LIZA IS OK WITH IT. WHAT IS THIS SIA?! Haiz... so then i was really melancholic... don't even know how to talk to ms liza. FORGET IT. I've learnt my lesson, alright? During MT lesson... mdm tang said some true sad story and almost cried again... wan ting also. Hahas... and then MY FINGER GOT INTERNAL BLEEDING DURING GUZHENG! COS MUST HIT THE STRING AND I HIT ALOT OF TIMES, PAIN LIKE WHAT. AND BLOOD JUST FLOWS OUT. TOO PAIN LIAO, CAN'T EVEN WASH DISHES. Stupid sia... -.-
Let you see my finger: