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What do you expect me to say in my post today? AHH... Today started off kinda "peaceful". Got science quiz. DAMN IT! Maybe i will not be doing very well. DK why. Haha... but nvm. Mrs tang say quiz. Then change to test. Then change to a test that is counted in ca marks. Wth?! Btw, she gave us remarks already. I think everybody's remark is a good one. I BET. Nothing happened actually. Just that 2nd gor, christ, wenghoong and lutfiah changed their seats liao. Now its getting closer........................................................... So... today cleared all the things under table cos mon got exams. Wan ting's one.... all in the cupboard. Cos no place put. And her homeworks.... with jiaying... then her bf..... gonna give her ba. Hope she received it. Anyway..... i've granted you your wish. ((: By giving you homeworks. HAHA. LOL. Nothing to say anymore. So bored.... Oh.... some things to remind all 1E1s: 1. Bring a transparent pencil case on mon. 2. Best is to bring a staple. 3. Bring your notes if you want. 4. Report in school hall at 7 15 (best is to be this early).
All people who come to my blog, please do me a favour. Help pass the message. THANKS.
NOTE://GOOD LUCK, EVERYONE! 1E1 MUST ACHIEVE THE LEAST LEAST LEAST MSG! AND NOBODY MUST FAIL, OKAY??! AND, AND... GOOD LUCK NOT ONLY FOR THE SEC 1s, BUT ALSO THE UPPER SEC! INCLUDING "69", "23" AND "SQUIRREL"!! GOOD LUCK TO BGSS!! ^.*
What is the secret to life?
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Dates
LOL! Today have lots of things to do. Blog. Revise history. BLOG again. >.< style="font-weight: bold;">
FRIDAY (16/04):
Went to audrey's house with lixin and angel'. -.-
You know, for the EL podcast thing? Yeah... thats why we going to her house. But before going, must have our lunch first right? So we ate fish soup at one of the foodcourt. OMG... seriously it's nice! Not too salty..... no too sweet.... and the fish are so fresh! *munchmunch* We like.... share foods. HAHA.... but its rather OKAY de. We're like some mischievous kids there..... LOL. Laugh so loud..... talk kinda.... soft already.... BUT, seriously, we keep laughing. Cos the way lixin laugh is......... OMG! You'll laugh along with her because of her laughs. Muahaha.
After eating like.......... FULL liao.
-----------PAUSE FOR A WHILE-------------
HERE:
Lol... obviously are cups and can drinks and blablabla. ^.^
HAHA.... itchy hands. I get them stacked up like this^^^^^^^^^^^^!!! (almost gonna stack up the cups and lixin and angel' say..... STOP!!! ((:
Lols... like... leftovers??
See, so clean eh! Mine leh..... HAHAS.... but still got some rice... and CHILI. (i dont eat la de OKAY!)
Omg... sorry, my angel'. Was taking picture of the cup of Ice Lemon Tea de. Ps arh.
Hahas... my model: audrey.
LIXIN: Eh, like that very act leh. AUDREY: What?! Just drinking what and huiling wants to............ ^.*
Ps lah... my girl. How sad you didnt notice it quick enough. :P
LOLS? Was somehow done with today. OH! Later walked past a bakery shop.
AUDREY: Eh, this shop de bread damn nice! LIXIN: Oh, really? AUDREY: Want try? LIXIN: Okay. ME: OMG! (saw a cake. *^^*) ANGEL': (quiet all this while)
HAHA! Going with them is freakking fun! Looking for more of THIS!!!
SATURDAY (17/04): Oh my, this is the day i'm looking forward to. But damn the freakking accident. -.-
Went for piano with bro from 11-12 30. Then was rushing... cos 2 30 must reach BGSS on a journey to Victoria Theater. The bus didnt really freak me out. But it was the accident!! Okay.... *elaborate, elaborate*......
Was on bus 51, coming home. Gonna reach the bus stop liao. But suddenly like.... the bus not moving. I was sleeping. Yeah, too tired liao. Then woke up cos the bus wasnt moving. Okay... at least it moved bit by bit. -.-
Then i stretched, stretched. And saw that a green taxi crash with a grey van. 1st accident, ya? Then it moved, moved, moved. I was like..... "okay... the bus is moving already. FINALLY!"
Then it stopped again for 5 mins. WTH?! It slowly move past some vehicles. Then i saw something WORSE. A bus crashed to a bus stop!! The edge of the bus stop go through the top part of the double decker bus. OMG! Seriously... its HORRIBLE! Bro was like.... "I think got people die. Or mostly likely the bus driver." Now... 2nd accident.
I was very irritated liao la. The time already shows 2 15. Waited and waited for a bus to come. So that i'll reach my bus stop (need change bus). Wait till like.... 2 30? Then bus 22 come. Was freakking angry already. Like so unlucky today la! So bu shuang eh... i'm gonna be LATE!!!!! And maybe cant even go for the cross talk!!! IDIOT! Okay.... *chill...* I was then rushing and rushing. Come down from home after changing bag... saw bus 65. Ran and boarded it. Then ms tang called, using lixin's handphone. I say i'm gonna be late a little cos...... *blablablablablabla* She say nvm.... will wait for me. I was.... so thankful. :DD
Alight from that bus... waited for 3 mins... *now the time shows: 2 33* ...... then bus 228 come. Boarded it but was not yet relieved. Soon.... the time shows 2 45 and i reached BGSS. Alight and dashed to the back gate. Saw the big crowds (sec 3 and sec1). Was, "PHEW! Finally!"
Lixin thought i seriously not going cos i tell her that i wont be coming already. But i changed my mind. Cos i still know that i will have hope. Yes, HOPE. I love hopes. ((:
Then go on bus.... but different bus as 3rd gor, audrey and angel'. Cos they du shu hui... but we're just representative of sec 3s. HAHA.... was fun. *skip-skip................ till the part when got into the theater* Saw my place and settles down with lixin beside me. Chewhui beside lixin.... giving "glucose". HAHA.... O.O
After some time.... saw THAT person and the OTHER one. The other one saw me.... maybe a bit shock cos he gave me a eh,- you-come-arh-? look. HAHAS.... but he dk me, i also dk him. ( i meant by NAME). THAT one.... he never see me in theater, but after the cross talk, he saw me. MUAHAHA! He's also a bit shock. IDK WHY!!! :x
Then, then..... sat bus and GO HOME! With lixin. ((:
ACTION!~
*cheekshie!* ::
Oh, this is the ticket. ((:
Lol.... was so dark yet i was so bo liao and took picture of this makes-no-sense de stuff.
And, and.... that guy was sitting in front of me de in front. In front of me... nobody. But now he went toilet, i guess. ((:
Hahas.... finish le ba. Now... MOVING ON......
MONDAY (19/04): Lols.... went to audrey's house again. With lixin and audrey. (angel' got basketball)
This time round for science project. Yeah.... these few days got a lot of projects. Which i kinda like it. LOLS, weird? Okay........... went to the bakery shop again.... bought bread (lixin and audrey). On the other hand, i bought 2 cakes. Hahas.... i think i just wanted to be a little bit fatter. Diaoo.... -.-
Talk, talk, laugh, laugh. Lixin, NO. 69!!!!!!!!!!! Hahas.... only we 2 know what that means. BLEH! :P
Fine.... ate chao fan at audrey's house. Super nice de okay!!! Her grandma cook de.... pro cooker. ^^
Then research, research, research. In the end.... still cant come out with any ideas. Asked audrey's aunt..... give us some ideas. But in the end, lixin and audrey still use my "new" idea. But dont exactly knows what mrs tang wants. So... lixin told me to call 3rd gor to go find mrs tang. I told her NO. Cos...... today was the day i'm leaving him alone. How can i still call him? Then lixin called. *talk-talk-talk* After that.... slack! Cos we waiting for 3rd gor's reply. But he nvr call. So... audrey called back.... then he said he go find le.... but the staff room de phone spoil. So then lixin was begging him to find mrs tang again. Sounds like..... he was reluctant. I was just sitting there..... listening to their conversation. But i did make some noise. But use my fake voice. Hahas.... so that 3rd gor wouldnt know its me. But before the conversation ends, lixin go shout my name. WTH?!!!!! I dont want him know i was there... yet she go and tell him indirectly. ERGH. But nvm. -.-
Lalala......... 3rd gor actually give us some imformations. THANKYOU. ^.*
Then we discuss..... slack....... and BYEBYE. Hahas.... left with lixin at 4 30. But before we left.... we actually go and "ransack" her room and her bro's room. *wakakaakakaka+muahahaahhahaha!*
These are the things being "ransacked":
Cute right? OMG! I put them kissing de. Haha... *muackz! <3*
LOL... their usual position. -.-
MUAHAHA!! Got audrey's pinkie with me now! So cute.... it feels so warm too!!!
//Picture taken by: AUDREY. ((:
LOLS... thats bloody hell blur.
Ah... audrey... so sorry to have ruined your picture. :((
//Picture taken by: HUILING-the pictures lover. >.<
PINKIE! Are you smiling??? Yes, you are. (:
Lols... a toy oven and a stove. -.-
Audrey, you very lame!
All these are audrey's toy stuffs.
Cardboard airplane.
Cute cups and stuffs like that...
Audrey's bro's radio or some speaker...
Her bro's AIRPLANE!! And.... TROPHIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ah!!!
A bit blurish.... but.... they're mostly gundoms?
Her bro's COOL stuffs. -.-
This is nice.... cos its made by her bro..... using pieces. Pro huh!
Seriously, i'm not done yet! At night.... was freakking emo. FREAKKING. Dont know whats right, whats wrong already. Jiaying and aylwin come talk...... like big deal like that. Then a new message pop out. From 3rd gor. I dont want reply de. But he said he came to my blog and read my tagboard! So i was chatting with him about that influencing stuff. Since he knows it all already. He knows that i'm ignoring him. And so he say this,"If seriously youu did what you are doing, do you know that you are being unfair to me? When i have problem, i tell you. So when you have problem, you must also tell me." So... what now? I wanted so badly to talk to him OKAY! Cant you guys just get that HECK influencing thing out of your mind? He doesnt even care in the beginning! Why make things so difficult? I did things that i hope can "return" him back to you guys... but you all just did nothing. Now i dont care le lorh. I dont think he'd become a person who is worse than before. So i dont care if you guys tell me to leave him alone or what crappish things. I DONT CARE, understand? Like i said.... if i'm gonna ignore 3rd gor, he'll somehow be mad. And aylwin, you dont believe. Now that proves it. What you want to do about it? LOL. LAUGH. OUT. LOUD. *hahahahahahahahahaha* -.-
END ALREADY!
TODAY (20/04): Haha... can today be more random a bit? Morning assembly was about councilor. Yeah... chunhui nominated you, 3rd gor. Haha... jiayou. ((:
But didnt know that 3rd gor is nominating me. Hahas... thanks. XD
Blabla, lala, haha, yaya.... w/e.
OH! Got full marks for maths CT (common test). YAY! Was aiming for a full mark in any paper. And maths granted it for me! WOOH! Ganbatte!
Ah, some random pictures la.
Diaoo... i know its freakking random.
Guess who's these? MUAHAHAHA!! He's our class de CHUNHUI!! He look very good in that. XD
Lol... found it on the back seat of bus 28. FUCK YOU... blablabla.
God... vandalise. What words... IDK.
LOLS. Just a Mac' bag.
Haha.... done by annalyn (audrey's cousin), using clay!
Kay, i think i gtg le. Need study for history!! BYES.
What is the secret to life?
Monday, April 19, 2010
Ignore
I had already leave 3rd gor alone. Now... happy? I've been ignoring him totally today. No one knows, except all of you huh! Dont even dare look at him... dont even dare to laugh with him. When he talking to lixin.... i walked away. During science lesson was the toughest period. He just sitting about... opposite of me yet i cant face him. Cant look at him. When looked, i turn away. Not like usual... i'll smile or laugh. HAHA. <----like that. -.- After science, he asked me about the fake girl who tagged his blog. I wanted so badly to explain! Cos thats not me! But i know i cant. So i just show the 'dont know' sign and took all the beakers back and walk away. Heart PAIN, okay. Afterwards........ never talk liao. At audrey's house.... lixin tell me call him.... for the science stuffs. I dont want and i cant. Can only sit at the side listen to their communication. And before they end, lixin go shout my name. WTH?! -.-!! But do you think there's any change mans? Hell NO! He's still as usual.... HYPER. Sometimes he's emo, sometimes hyper, sometimes, you know...... "sot". THAT kind. But today is that joker type. So.. still no change. I dont get what you're testing about. LAUGH-OUT-LOUD. Talk about this for what? Today cant put pictures.... actually went to audrey's house and "ransacked" her house. HAHAHA.... tmr ba. I'll blog. ((:
What is the secret to life?
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Tags
To ALL of you *THERE:
Like i sad, i wont bother. Whatever tags you sent to me, i'll either correct it or accept it. One thing i will accept: i will leave ****** alone. HAPPY? Guess you all are. Corrected ones..... look at the cbox. And you all dont know what ****** said to me. So, i dont care. And if all of you still bu shuang, then dont talk. Javier.... i can also leave him alone. SURE! As how it is now........
What is the secret to life?
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Understanding
Today was great... if i delete some parts of the day. First thing was the hilarious influencing thing. Today's post was specially meant for WAN TING. But before that.......... those who saw the commotion that happened yesterday in class, dont assume that it's darien's fault or that he started it first, OKAY. Dont take what you see as the truth when you dont know what exactly they'd done when they werent with us. PLEASE. Thats not fair.
Okay, wan ting... i want to get things sorted out today. ASAP. But it depends on whether you want or not. I ask questions, you reply. You ask questions, i reply. Fair? 1. Why did you say i was the one influencing ****** (i dont wish to put him in difficult spot so no one says out who the person is, okay?)? 2. In what way? 3. What did he scold you? 4. For what? 5. When?
Questions done. Now... my opinion. Yes, i said you're irresponsible. At that, i admit LOSE. Fine? And sorry. But beyond that, you've to explain to me. Cos i dont get any single thing you say about influencing. I DONT GET IT. But the purpose of today's post is not about understanding what you and your friends said about. It's to tell you......... I DONT MIND WHAT YOU SAY ABOUT ME. You can say i'm a bitch, sucker, fucker, grammer-failer, humji, and whatever you like. But i wont say anything. I'll just treat it like... a wind blowing. Like all those words never exist. Mainly for the sake of ******. You and your friends are his good friends, and i'm his *blablabla. I dont want our quarrel to put him in a difficult spot. He's already stressed and troubled, i dont wish to add on to them. And, i'd never claimed that i understand javier/******. I know i dont. But dont assume you do as well. Maybe you understand javier more than me. MAYBE. But not ******. You dont know what exactly he wants. What exactly HE WANTS. Yes, i dont understand fully of him, but at least i know some parts of him. It's the hideous part... that is the most important to me. You dont know.... because he always act like nothing happened! Like he's an opaque material that light cant pass through. Like you cant know what's he thinking about. But if you ever be close to him, try to understand him, you can actually know them. He's complicated. Even being close to him, i cant guess what he's thinking. Like.... what he's thinking and his actions doesnt match. If he didnt say he got *****, will anyone ever know? NO. If he never says what he wanted from HIS FRIENDS, will anyone know as well? NO. He just doesnt speak. He just wanted to bear the responsibility. Whatever ****** it is, he'll always carry it. He doesnt want to ***** his trouble with *******. NOT even me at first. But when you make him feels the importance of some things, he'll just speak. Does anybody know that he still has ***** today yet he insisted on ******* other than someone and i?? Its like.... everybody assume he's changed. But do you know WHY? Yes, maybe you still think it's because of me. And maybe you still thinks that i'm bitchy. But why dont you ask him yourself? If not directly, then indirectly! Yet you're just picking on me. I dont get WHY.
Specially for Javier: I know you trust your friend more than me. Haha... that's freaking bad. But now i see the importance of friends in your eyes. I really dont mind. Who tell you to be my gor? But today it hurts more when you....... first, dont trust me. Second, say i got spies. Third, show wan ting everything. Cant we have SOME privacy? WTH?! Ah, like i care more than that. You also, continue your BIG (you say not gossip what, right?) talk with your that group of friends. It wont even affect me. At least from today onwards. DONE!
Today was seriously not being myself. Was thinking what actually went wrong. And where the hell did this influencing thing pop out from? I wont care anymore. I SERIOUSLY DONT WANT TO HURT ****** ANYMORE! I'M WONDERING IF I SHOULD STAY AWAY FROM HIM TODAY BUT ALL OF YOU ARE JUST TALKING ABOUT INFLUENCING. INFLUENCING, INFLUENCING AND INFLUENCING! BUT HE DOESNT KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON AND IF I JUST DO WHATEVER STUFFS I LIKE WITHOUT CONSIDERING ABOUT HIM, HE'LL GO MAD. Let me tell you, i'm one who is hyper and rarely emo. But today i'm totally not being myself. Not hyper today, always thinking about the influencing stuff, which i dont get it at all, worrying about ****** if he really can manage till the end of the ***. This is totally NOT me. So... like i said, whatever things you said to me, IDC. I'll treat it like it's never been heard. I wont shout, wont scream. Wont do anything. TRUST me. I'm one who WILL do what i SAID.
Enough of these stupid stuffs le ba? Lets say the great things to make me feel better. Presurizing it in me. So... ran 1.8km today. Haha... cos was accompanying lixin run. 1st round, no worries. 2nd round.... i ran with her. Cos got muscle cramp, she stopped. I kept nagging eh. Then she was like... stomach cramp sia. After that, charmin, chewhui, yunyi, yukie and i were like.... WOW... 5 mouths nagging and nagging. We like... run, jog, walk, nag, pull. Muahaha. And that thick-skin girl go KPO, run for what? Run 1 round jiu stop, run for what? Want to run with *blabla arh?? LOLS. Anyway, lixin passed! Omg... hahas... charmin, all our efforts never go to the drain ma! ((: Well, i also believed lixin will pass de what. But junkai....... ah, nvm de la! At least he did his best although he didnt pass. Wah, after that feel like having a party like that. Cos everybody like... put in so much effort. Wakaka.... 1E1 jiayou!! ^.^ But now my leg aches. Btw, morning after assembly, my whole of right leg cramp like shit. Cant even walk. Stood there for less than 5 seconds then try walking again with lixin and charmin. Saw HIM. But i walk the other side. Then saw jj. With his friends. And horh, squirrel is damn freaking cute ah! But when he got serious, it's seriously NOT cute. Hahaha.... on the same bus as him today, with lixin. :D Okay, i think i gtg le. Enough le. Later have to write situational writing again.
//'*' signs represent the things that i dont want to mention it out. Especially when posting for wan ting. Cos i dont want let that person know. Later he'll be worrying again. Things that needed his worry is already enough. I dont want to actually get him involved in this, OKAY? //'*blablabla' is something that i doesnt want to say so as not to make it obvious.
What is the secret to life?
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Influencing
I only have one thing to say. My dearest one dont trust me. Actually... thats a pain. But not to be clear with you, i seriously dont mind whatever you say. Whether its true or not. IT DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE. And YOU, i have my limit. Dont cross it, understand, thick skin woman?! And wan ting.... i get what you mean. But i seriously dont think darien is being influenced by me. Nvm, you can dont take my words seriously. But i know what to do. I know what's right and what's wrong. Except that only post you saw, the others wasnt talking about you anyway. Not you, but an idiot, okay. As for that long time post, sorry ma. LOLS. Done. I think thats all for today ba?
Dont really feel awesome. First is darien and aylwin (i was REALLY TERRIFIED), then javier, then now, WHAT?!
What is the secret to life?
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Life
Wah, today's merry-go-around! Went to PP to take my specs. Orangy-blacky. ((: After that went to bedok inter... (YEAH, i've been spending lots of time in BEDOK INTER!!!) Then.... saw TONY. -.- I was "lucky"??? Hahas... i saw him la, but he didnt see me. And... i HOPE he didnt, okay. And he really did not. :D Double-decker de 60 bus.... he sit on top, i purposely sit below. :) I told myself some stupid stuffs... only lixin know. And so... i'm not talking about it. Then went down.... without him noticing ba?? Aiya, like i care. -.- Lalalalalalalala.... was pushing the time later cos of MOM! I was meeting lixin at 3 15. But mom TUO YAN SHI JIAN! Then ended up meeting her at 4. WTH?! All because of my mom. :x I was practically rushing, okay. But yet i wasnt late. -.-? So went to audrey's house with lixin for projects. You see, its PROJECTS. Yes, WITH AN 'S'. So... there is MORE THAN ONE! :xx Gonna finish le then audrey come re wo. Like i qian zou like that??? DIAO. In the end also she zhu dong gen wo jiang hua. Then i was..... dao fa ci bei, da ren bu ji xiao ren guo... FORGAVE her like that lorh. Who tell her to be my bestfriend? If i were to count, we'd quarreled 3 times. But again, who tell us to bestfriends?? HAHA... friends always quarrel, thats freakking normal. Not like some groups of friends..... dont quarrel de. I really wonder if they're really friends or just ganging up. OR....... just...... USING (li yong, get it?) each other? HAHAHAHAHAS... that must be really damn FUNNY. LAUGHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So... was chatting with lixin since we step out of audrey's house... till we went home. ((: She's really a BLOODY-HEAVEN-GOOD-FRIEND! I mean... i can say whatever secrets to her. :D Same as 3rd gor la, relax. ^.^ Let's recall.................................................................................. We talked about...... what we did before going to sku, that group of IDIOTS, dislikes, likes, her THAT one... and my "EX". LOLS. Other than that.... we still talked alot more.... blablablablablabla.......................... Reached home at about 8? Was planning to slack in toilet.... but kanna attracted to the show that was showing then. So... end up bathing at 8 30 lurhs. Washed my own clothes.... then hang, then eat, then now.... S-L-A-C-K-I-N-G. :)) MERRY-GO-AROUND!!! Weh, hyper horh? Thanks. I'm always like that, unless something important to me happened wrongly or what. Like.... 3rd gor de problem? I sibei bu shuang with myself. Was crying yesterday. Thrice. Actually plus yesterday de yesterday la. Three times in total, okay. First time was.... on friday..... charmin told me sth about 3rd gor... i was feeling awful already. Later then she said sth even worst... so i cried. CRIED, yes, cried. :( Second time... was definitely yesterday. But its in the morning. Was smsing 3rd gor. Idk why, maybe too depressed liao.... was crying on the bus. Mom behind me, lucky. I dont want her to know, duh. But anyway, nobody knows i'm crying. Third time..................... was near night time. LOLS... thought about 3rd gor's problem. He's really having about the same problem as me. I can only say he's worst. But i'll never pity him. Cos he's not yet until that stage. He's still PERFECT. ((: Muahahaha.... life's full of sorrow, pain... but also HAPPINESS. And...... AUDREY! Stop thinking about that kind of stuffs, can ma? Be more optimistic, can nots? Things wont change if you only keep saying, keep scolding, keep thinking towards the dark sight. SMILE PLEASE. I know you always smile. What i mean is......... THINK OPTIMISTICALLY PLEASE. Hahas.... everybody JIAYOU lurhs. But... 3rd gor, i have sth to ask you.... but maybe next time ba, if i still rmb. Cos i really want to know. GTG! ((:
What is the secret to life?
Saturday, April 10, 2010
......
Oh, i have 4 things to say HERE. So... LISTEN CAREFULLY. Lol.
Firstly, I SUCK. Because....... i scolded 3rd gor. You know yesterday's post? Yeah, thats it. Okay... i'm just helping my friend. And what she says make herself and i suspect 3rd gor. THATS WHY I SCOLDED HIM AND HE THINKS THAT I THREATEN HIM. Haiz... but really, the only thing i wont admit is he say that i threaten him. Right, he's angry la. Then he told me he HATES people who threaten him, not even his parent dare to try it. And blablabla. Later then my friend sms me about how stress he is. You know what, i'm always pressurizing him. In EVERY WAY. Of course i apologize.... but he's not even angry with me afterwards. Such a nice person... and i always SUCK. I will only hurt him. I wonder if its worth for this perfect gor to be this sucker's (me) gor. To 3rd gor: 1. Sorry for scolding you 2. Sorry for blaming you 3. Sorry for pressurizing you 4. Sorry for hurting you 5. Sorry for being your mei 6. Sorry for being such a useless mei that can help you NOTHING AT ALL 7. SORRY FOR EVERYTHING
Secondly, ***** talks to me?! Hahas... she's been missing 6ho really lots. She says everybody changed, including herself, DUH. But adam.... like change into a *gangster le... jingyu cant cope with his maths. HOW? Mr asraf.... cant you help them? :(( I think our 6ho cant be the funny and lovely de liao..... HAIZ.
Thirdly, sheree, ***** wasnt hating you now, although once she did. Since i get back with her liao, can you also try to accept her? Let bygones be bygones ba. From :(change to :)then to :D then to ;D ........... cant it be like this? Can forgive her for jie's sake? I'd left the past behind and get onto the new track le, HOW ABOUT YOU?
Fourthly, 3rd gor decided to quit as ********. I let him be. But he'd promised me 2 things. I hope i can mark his words. ^.* From today onwards, everybody must jiayou orhs!!! INCLUDING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BYES. ((:
What is the secret to life?
Friday, April 09, 2010
Someone
LOL... was crying today. You know why? Hahas.... you'll find it LOL. Cos the show i watching is too touched le. Wakakakaka! But i feel awful..... because of someone's stuffs. Stupid DARIEN SOH. You'd better explain yourself! And please remember horh, *******, that within these 3 days, including today.... if you didnt reply me........... then........................... i'd smsed you my trade and my rules le. As to what you're gonna do or believe, is NONE OF MY BUSINESS. Oh, anyway, if that person's (not darien) gonna read my blog, please understand that DARIEN isnt ***** **** ** ***. Another ass-no-hole de. And you tell you friend, dont dream of getting THAT or getting THAT back for you. IDIOTS. Blablablablablablablabla...... yeah, i'm QI BAO LE! Lols... but i still hold some responsibility la. So i'll sacrifice myself at the same time when you (you know who you are, girl) sacrifice yours. But dont regret, that type of ****** isnt worth. ((: CHEER-UP phelease..... ^.* Diaoo... now watching a new show again. Wow... life's awesome without that ***** *******. But now still not gonna be. But wait, someone already talks about you, yet you still dont know how to shou lian. Wah, bai tuo la, dont be so think skin, can? First time see this type of person. Today jacked you like shit, you know right? I purposely dont take IT from you. Why? Bu shuang arh? I'd rather take from the others. At least its way better than taking for you or keeping for you, IDIOT. Only likes to act. Even your **** ****** also talk about you lo.... how disgraceful it is huh? And.......... including me, there are 7 people...................................................... (not gonna finish my sentence for you, OKAY.)
Lols... why crapping about someone that's so ACT? That's so crappish, thats so OPPOSITE of herself? Oh... thats not i say de, is someone say de oh! Hahas... FULL-STOP-BYE-BYE.
What is the secret to life?
Thursday, April 08, 2010
Running
You know what?? I got C for today's 2.4km run. 15.48mins. But i'm 13 years old ma. But nvm.... i got 2 C, the rest A. Still got gold. ((: Hahas... actually i was downcast de, but cher say 21 points is gold. And i got more than that. So... after that cheer up then got back hyper again. Muahahahahahha! And, and! Mr loh got 9 mins for his 2.4km when he's sec 3!! And he wants iannzen to break his record. Can ma? Can la. Hahas..... MUST BREAK HIS RECORD HORH. :DD Lols.... feel sth fishy. By right, 3rd gor should be faster than me de, as to my understanding. But he got 16 mins+. Then i dont feel right le. After that, he was like... gonna faint le lorh... then land on the ground. Later then i know he got fever. I told you i feel sth fishy. -.- Just now 38.6 degree? Bad.... but he's resting. Forget it, today he wanna tell me sth, but he went to sleep first, then i think he forgot about that matter le. But nvm. ((: Hahas... i still remember that last 20m, i sprint like siao. At least still same as that girl. Hahas.... a miracle. XD You know, after running so much, then sprint like so shiok de. OKAY, thats what i feel. But i seriously pei fu 3rd gor lurhs. He fever still run. 4 rounds eh, please. If it was me, i'll choose not to run. Cos when i fever, i already wanna 'pichia' liao, then he still can run. He seriously very chen chiang eh. Although i ****** for 1 week, stomache for 1 week, nvr go see doctor, also not as chen chiang as him ba? OK, i think i'll end here.
Actually i wanna say about that person, but i already give up and i said not to mention him again here. Alright, mark my words. ^.*
What is the secret to life?
Sunday, April 04, 2010
Love
Today went to check my eyes... lols. Degree UP. So... mom want me to change both the lens and frame. Orange and black worh. Hahas... audrey, i also changing specs, okay. MUAHAHHAHA! -.- After that chatted with jr. Suan le, my comp always got problem, then cant login in my 'toxic-atedlove' de hotmail. So i use back my old de. Lucky still have that, if not cant know what jr meant. What the, he still cant let bygones pass. He keep reading my oct post, and then HERS. WTH?! I think the way to help him is to lock my blog. HAHAS... joking la. But he's terribly hurt ba. But... i dont think he's overboard about that la. As to what happened in oct, idk who's wrong and who's right. And... i'd already forgotten what happened during that time, and why she'd blamed me. So i've already let bygones be bygones, when's your turn, JR? ((: Jiayou lo... i'd already thought of a plan for you. I'll tell you tomorrow ba. Hope i remember. Maybe that's a good way of helping you "stand up". Anyway.... GOR, jiayou! (yeah, he's became my gor again. As to why he's 1st gor is because........ he's the first gor i've had and now, he's returning to that position again. Hahas... i know when you read this post, you'll laugh. Muahahaahah!!! XD Actually..... when i was in the "dark", "hiding", i cared for you (not jr);but when i'm in the "light", "showing", i'd be found out. But i would try to keep it just inside me, okay. ^.^ Today nothing occurred ba. Just that i'm watching DEVIL BESIDE YOU. :) And...... idk how to face chunhui eh. Its like.................. the thing keeps on revolving. Like i'm an idiot, kanna fooled by either 3rd gor or chunhui. Oh, btw, if you'd noticed, the 'HIM' that i always put in my blog and blogged about, is now GONE. Yes, gone. Hahas... you dont have to know why. I felt this is better. Alot better. Either i'm caring for him or i'm just doing sth right. And so, this will be the last time i will mention him in my blog unless.............. we both really...............................................................
When a girl takes the initiative to like a guy, the guy will not appreciate her. Could this be true? I was thinking...... Can first sight love be counted as real love? I'm also thinking...........
But maybe i should not be thinking about these anymore. ;DD
What is the secret to life?
Friday, April 02, 2010
Lie
Guess what? Just now chunhui told me that he clearly did hear 2nd gor say i finding excuse. LOLS? What the heck? Now who should i trust? Of course i trust 2nd gor, duh. He's my gor what right?! But chunhui's also my friend. And lixin say he's not that kind of person that will lie. DIAOO? I wanted to ask him sth then he off9 le. WTF?! And now i ask DARIEN, he said he did say. WHAT THE HELL ARE ALL THESE?! LYING TO ME AND MAKE EVERYTHING IN A MESS?! FREAKKING DAMN THING! NOW WHAT SHOULD I DO?! HOW AM I GONNA FACE CHUNHUI?! ERGH.
What is the secret to life?
Thursday, April 01, 2010
Random
Wooh... i was chewing on FRUIT-PLUS now! Muahaha.. LOLS. I thought chunhui never apologize eh... but he did la. At least he sent me email in facebook, is i never check la. Hehe.... :x But... i dont get it why he wants to lie to me. That is just a small matter right? ERGH. DONT GET YOU AND DONT WANNA GET YOU. -.- Ah, i was REALLY REALLY thinking of giving HIM up. Hahas... SHOULD i? Because idk now if i still likes him. But maybe. Sometimes i MISSED him! But i think 75% of me is giving up and the other 25%, IDK. I kinda envious lixin. HOHO... XD That guy very good sia. Although he looks serious most of the time (maybe only when it comes to work), he is very GOOD, okay. ((: Lixin, blessed YOU ALL THE WAY MANS! Wakakaka!! ^.^ Ps ah... today super hyper de. Dont know why. Maybe needa thank 2nd gor. He RAWKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;D Trust me, it rawks when you have gor. And i have 2 good ones. I'm blessed as well, hahas. LOLS... i saw improvements... in both of my gors. They sometimes are guai kia, then joker, then teaser, than "paikia". Hahas... anyway, what i meant is... they're better than last time. Yay! Jiayou lorh, liang ge da shao ye. XD Ok.. now i need to check out the recipe for HE. Bye lo!~
BUT ANYWAY........................
HAPPY-APRIL-FOOL!!! (I'VE FOOLED 2ND GOR OH! HE WAS THE FIRST I'D FOOLED AND HE'S THE FIRST TO FALL INTO MY TRAP. HAHAS... 2ND GOR, JIAYOU LE OH!)