First thing: I've been angry with 2nd gor for lots of days. Chunhui said 2nd gor dont know i'm angry with him. Fine... maybe he really doesnt know and...... maybe he also dont know why i'm angry with him. He told chunhui sth... sth that makes me feel that he dont trust me.
To you, 2nd gor: Friday.... 19/03/2010.... 7.30am.... are these enough for you to recall what you told chunhui? Okay... i give you some privilege. If you're just joking about what you said, then i'll apologize and forget about that hell matter. But if you're real for it, then......... idk how many days i'll take before forgiving you. And if you still thinks you're not wrong at all... idk what will be next. You said or promised to be a better gor, didnt you? But i dont think so. You're getting worst... WORST. If you dont agree with me, then prove me wrong! Now 1st gor is helping me... cherishing me more... he helped me on friday (26/03)... after CLASS lesson. He actually take initiative to help... i didnt even asked him to or begged him to. How about you? Actually i dont like to compare, but you make me do so.

Second thing: BRILLIANTE III!!!! Haha... friday and saturday both days got BRILLIANTE!! You know, i like to spend time in sku at night. ;D
Friday: Slack from 12 30-1 40pm in class with li xin, yukie, chunhui, charmin and darien. 1 40 went to bring guzheng down to the hall. Then got rehearsal. Wow... i like the finale sia... very nice. Hahas... XD
After rehearsal is make up... then dinner. LOL... everybody complaining about the dinner. Cos the dish is like the same as the food given during orientation camp. But actually i find it quite nice. ((:
Dinner was wonderful... cos HIS buddy over there. Okay... lets give this buddy a "name", cos i'll be talking alot about him later. So.... how about Buddy A? :DD
Buddy A was just sitting the opposite table of me. Lixin, i didnt see how he eat, okay. Thats dumb to see, hahahas. I can only say... he's MOSTLY serious. -.-
Fine... after dinner is dress up... the gown is so long! Its like a wedding gown.... actually i kinda like it... its nice! Hehe... ^.*
After changing, wait in technology room (our holding room) for very long. Ok... actually we cant see others perform, we must stay in the room until Daryl (a councilor) come to tell us that its our turn to perform, then we must go down, line up outside the hall. A councilor in guzheng, whom idk her name told me that councilors come back to sku to patrol around the sku until brilliante is over. And she said there's night shift. That means... Buddy A come in councilor clothing to have a night shift and tomorrow, he'll not be patrolling around, but sitting down to watch the brilliante in any clothing. Okay... some councilors patrol today, and change with the other concilors tomorrow. HE doesnt have shift today... and i didnt see him... so i thought he didnt come today. LOLS... i WAS disapointed. VERY. But after i'd changed back to my uniform when brilliante ended, lixin pull me to see him!!! Omg... he so shuai, wearing **** jacket and ***** shirt and obviously a long pants. ^-^
Back to the guzheng performance-------------------
Went in to the hall... i was like... OMG?! Alot of people sia..... LOLS? But all i spot were... 2nd gor, christ, wenghoong and some other people.... I DIDNT EVEN SEE MDM TAY AND MS NORIS THOUGH THEY WERE THERE, SITTING IN FRONT OF ME!! Omg... hahas. After performance everybody was like.. WOOO!!!! But not as loud as they WOO for modern dance. LOL. -.-
So... after all performances is the finale. The touched and romantic finale. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! ;DD
And, and!! Now i know which are the 3 popular councilors. HIM, Buddy A and Junjie (not my class de!!) ^.^
For Buddy A, its so freakking obvious mans!! And i'm a great observer, rmb?? ((:

Saturday: You know, i love today more than friday. Cos i get to see him!!!! XDD
He's on shift today. So after make up session, i went down to have my dinner and he was sitting on the opposite table of him (like Buddy A). Idk if he saw me, but i saw him very clearly. I was so damn happy mans! I was quite unwilling to leave the canteen cos if i were to go and dress up, i cant find him anymore. But suan le... i just wished that i will see him again. After changing is still the same, wait in the holding room. When its our turn... we went down the dark pathway and there, i saw him again! :D
He was outside the hall. Wow... i just cant take my eyes off him. But... thats when sth struck me. Its like... its a ********** love, which is like... not a true love. I was thinking if i should give him up. So... we went in the hall first and sat there, waiting for the slide to end. Because it was dark... the lights were off, then i dare to look at him, without taking my eyes off him. Because in the dark............... you know why only in the dark? Cos if the lights were on, i cant look at him for as long as i want.... cos i will be found out if i continue looking. So... can i say that god's helping me? I'm able to see him, though not very clearly, in the dark because of the off-ed lights. But when i look at him, its like i've decided to give him up. Sian... that point of time, i feel like crying. After the performance, i realized that he's always standing there, looking at our performance. Truely said, i was very happy. :)
Hah! Today's finale was the most marvellous one! Everybody clap, wave, sing................... the feeling is just unable to describe. I didnt know that BGSS can give me such a comfort, such a wonderful night. After finale got phototaking. Everybody stand together---band, malay dance, modern dance, wushu, guzheng, choir, and maybe all councilors on shift today. If he was there, it will be our first photo taken together! :))
I love this night.... a memorable night. Now... some pictures had been taken:


















6. Do you prefer a warm hug or a kiss from your lover?
MY ANS: Depends lorh.

Now's my turn.
1. If you keep wanting to see a person, when you never see him, you'll ask yourself if he's absent or you just never get to see him, he's absent, you'll ask if he's sick or sth, you'll feel happy seeing him and just wanted to spend the rest of your time looking at him, when he won a prize, you'll be happy, when he's mad, you'll become mad, when he's down, you'll become despondent........ is that call love?
HIS ANS: Obviously YES! (actually he didnt finish listening to what i ask and he just immediately ans me. Hahas)
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Stupid right? Diao... looks like i'm also influenced by him. -.-
Okay, i think i've slacked enough, now i need to bathe, eat and do homework. See ya!

**Thanks for reading my longest post ever. ;DD