Oh, hey! I blog again. Today just too love blogging. And it's my somekind of "punchingbag". ^.*
I didnt know what exactly i wanna blog about.. just wanna type words that has meanings. Chatted with jamie... cos she's back!!! :D
Feel easy and good talking to her only. Maybe i'm not getting too well with regine or sth like that. =.=
I'm sleepy now... dazed. Right... from the beginning when i felt it, i already know it musnt go that far. But i failed. =.=
Zzt. I'm either upset, pretending to be fine or i'm real fine. What do you think? And bro's psp's music is pissing me off(guess another "punchingbag"). =.=
Maybe the book i borrowed from library make me feel better or... is helping me to control my emotions. Oh, thanks. And so now... what? There's actually nothing to upset about. Cos the true's revealing. ((:
Jamie says "no offend to you". So.. why must i get offended in some way(though, nothing's related to jamie)? Eek... nothing makes sense. Nothing. Oh, i've decided not to go fer the family outing even if jamie invited me. I'm sorry fer that.
Now there's 2 things in my head. First of all, gor's ignoring me, i guess.. oh, nope.. i think. I didnt know why and i didnt want to know if he doesnt want to talk to me. Second... that issue. I'm ashamed by myself. HE knows everything, i supposed(omg!). =.=
But i didnt expect anything.. not even from the start. I didnt expect it to change or remain. I dun care. I think thats all i can say. No doubt. So... its obvious i'd completed my works... so that i'm here. Oh, WELCOME JAMIE BACK 2 SINGAPORE. Jamie, thats all i can do to actually "celebrate" it. I know you dun need it, though. :D
Haiz... guess i'll bathe and get some sleep if i actually can.