Oh, yesterday night slept very well... dreamless(no good fer me, i'll prefer having dreamt). Today i'm pissed. But i'm able to actually keep it down.. keep it with me though. Quiet, alone. Have a very quick bath just now.. dont wanna spend time in the toilet although it smells great(not the toilet bowl, of course. :X). And now i smells good too. XD
Thought through all possible reasons for that. But i'm still unsure. Hey, i'm not gonna actually care about it. Maybe its not avoiding. Just like what she said... and i can put it in my situation. Its that... he still is unfamiliar with me. And not avoiding. Aw man.... this reason can be accepted, i really hope. I dont wanna be avoided. That isnt good, please. But it isnt bad to be like this too. ((:
Although keeping strict boundaries is good.. but its good to always be closer. :D
OH... have been thinking who should i invite to come along with me and julius to catch a movie... maybe sheree is good. I think i'll call her after this. But... what movie will be good? I'm thinking of zombieland though... but julius mentioned avatar, wind & cloud. And i thought of new moon(but for the sake of those who're going with us, maybe i'll let this idea pass). For the sake of those who're going. =.="
This isnt a big problem. I really hope i can actually go with only 1 friend(julius) with mom's permission. =.=
Or maybe its good too.. to go with 2 friends. I thought of nic, sheree..... and nobody else. *sigh* =.=
But nic say,"see first". So... lets see if i'll survive this or really be dead. Brr. This is certainly a short post... eek. Forget it... i'm stopping already. Bye, everyone!




One thing i truly knows was how love gave someone the power to break you...