To jamie ONLY:
I'm here, on9ing as you said so. Reading your blog... got NO feeling at all... idk why. But... i'm not looking for gor... [anyway... jr back to my gor liaos. =.=]... cos he got enuf trouble le. I dun wan to irritate him agn. I'm not looking for anyone cos... i dun need help. I just need to calm down and think... do you love me? Ok... NEXT! Abt the xin thing... fine, i can understand... take it dat... i think too much le, alrights? How abt...... sheree thing.... [actually is my thing. =.=]what did you tell her;why did you tell her? I wun emo.... or probably, yes, i did.... but over liao. I've get myself some space already..... ok, sheree think i'm snatching? Hm... i need to think for 1 whole week;tell gor. If confrimed, den i'll tell you sth... if not, NO telling. But... just telling you... i DIDNT ever snatched YOUR things at all... and can you please tell sheree dat? I feel bad too.... when keeping secret from you. Cos i'm afraid when you ask me some question related to the secret.... which i dun wan to reveal... i will be lost. Even when you keep some secrets from me, i dun mind.... cos i know you have your own reasons. Is that NOT called understanding you better?? Right, i may make your wound deeper... or already DID..... but seriously... i NVR thinking of hurting you in 1 single sec....
PS: CHILL IS SENT DOWN IN ME.....~~
Back...... maybe jamie, i did it carelessly.... which maybe i didnt know that i DID. But i saw you.... crying... NO, you CRIED. Or... maybe not, maybe you're very sad..... i saw your lips and nose are red like blood [dun mind me using "things" to describe... kinda bored of english too, ps] ... i know... there's sth wrong... you know, i tried to console you... or make you feel better... but when i saw you so sad.... my limbs or every part of my body just wouldnt move... wouldnt obey. And.. idk how to go close to you. Regine and you have been so good friends and so close to each other since very young... i bet she knows you thousand times better than me.... and she knows exactly how to console you.... the problem for me is... now, we're not so close, so... idk how to do what regine does for you. Whenever i saw your friend doing sth for you.... tears started to fill my eyes... cos i did almost nth for you... and i'd not learn how to. I dun like these days... you and i are so NOT FREAKING happy as we should. Now, abt sheree ah, i'm not talking about her, knowing anything... i just DUN like ppl to say things... and den they denied the fact of what they HAD said. She cried too... but not about our/your/my issue. And it looks like... all girls are crying today.... anyway, ily, jamie.... my sis. I wouldnt want to lose a sis like you..... but idk how to change things. Can i stop the post? This is my second time crying today... i dun wan my parents to see.... ytd, they didnt notice. [lucky]

**now to ellie a little:
ELLIE... tys... i'll do my best... must cheer for me worhs!!
~DONE~
ps: probably i'm in the captain's ball team 1... cos ellie wanna change. My parents... they allow long ago. But i thought... allow also no use le mah... lols.. X.X [buhbye... lastly... jamie, dun cry..]