I'm totally freaked out liao. I just dun wan say... and idk how to put it... haiz... sheree, you say she loves me, but does she? Weh, i'm not a baby... i can sense everything through my heart. Even by actions. I dun believe anymore of this.... one day good, one day bad. Well, i need a break... i'm not a machine... pls. Did i ever say bad things about her to you, sheree? NOPE. But she scolded me... fine! And you got it wrong..... a misunderstanding again... enuf is enuf!! You dun wan gor to hurt, den do you wan me to be? You always been controlled.... yeah, right, you're neutral.... whatever... you've been too matured to settle this thing after you came back from cambodia... too matured and you lost all your senses of whats black and whats white. I dun mind if you only side whoever you want to. I really dc. I can live without them. I wun die....
If i ever hurt gor, leave it as it is! As if i dun have any reasons! As if gor will be the one dat is hurt.... i'll be hurt too... and dats his choice!! I told you dat you dun get it... so, dun misjudge. I hate to malign ppl, as well as hate ppl to malign me for anything! Stop here, alrights?!


FCUK!!
Finally i've shouted it out... today i wanted to... but i resist.. now i'm not going to resist any further! Dun treat me like a rubbish....