Emo............ i bet i'm not going to be better today. Ah gor reply my letter. He doesnt get wad i'm trying to say. He sms me lor, to clear THIS thing. I dunno wad he's thinking.... definitely.
We ALMOST quarrel. But of cos didnt. I told him i nid more time to sort things out. Then he asked me:"Is it becos of my ans tt makes you unhappy & emo?"
You say how am i going to ans him? Cos..... YES, it's indeed becos of his ans. But wad cld i say?I didnt wan to let him know THAT! But... i went forward. And i told him:"YES."
He apologised... lol..
And a strange thought arrived at him. I thought he wldnt feel it. But i'm quite surprised when he did and he asked. I replied him agn...... to his question:"YES.
Then...? Then he apologised agn lor. This time round felt vry guilty. And i'm sadded too..... He still cant let go...............
Nvm, i told myself, being normal is fine. That's all.... & this is how we end our mexxege. No more to say.... but hope he dun feel guilty or anything. Cos i dun mind..... & i really dun mind. (:
Anyway.... she's perfect, thats why. He's choice is definitely not wrong........