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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Average

Aiyoyo.... why like that de? I wanted so badly to talk to ah gor, but i still force myself not to do it. Cos... Bernice............. HAIYA, suan le. Juz that sth crop up. I wrote a letter to ah gor liao. But it seems like he is still as per normal, not heartbreak. But i thought he will. Oh yeah, he is a smiley guy. But i'm the one being restless. I didnt talk or even look at him for 2h. But.... i still peep to look at him during the concert. But...... i juz cant control myself! I wanted so badly to talk to him! Without toking to him, i felt so lonely and sad. So i decided to put that problem aside and enjoy myself first cos today is children's day. I gave ah gor 2 'loupee' sia. I shout at the concert till my throat pain & i can feel the heat. Fine, things get quite smoothly afterwards. Jmi, gine & i went out to the stationery shop beside Mac' to buy presents for Nic, Waisiang & ah gor. & we choose present for 1h sia. I so afraid being caught by my daddy for going out. And seriously, he go to school at 4pm!! Which i told jmi & gine maybe my dad will go to school at 4 lor. OHMYGosh! And he went back home at 4.30pm which i juz come back from whr i am! Terrible;horrible! Haiyo.... i hope my daddy nvr see me sia. If not, then i'm in trouble liao lor. He will complain to my mommy de. Ahhh!!!! >.<
Forget it, lets say abt the presents. Actually i prefer Nic's present to the other's present. Cos his present is the most meaningful & beautiful de... [no offence]
Well, but those comes from our heart. At least, we remember their b'date & bought for 'em present. Gou hao le hor?? Hehe... Btw, saw Estee today. I didnt know who is Estee actually, only today she came, & i was surprised to know that she is Estee. I saw her many times but didnt know that she IS! (:
Okae, then ah gor was like.......... scold 'XXI' at Estee cos she scold him some vulgarities. But... i juz cant control him la. He oways break rules although i created 'em. Then... wads the point of creating 'em sia? Zao zhi dao jiu bie he ta shuo shen me shi 'XXI' le lor. Lol...
Anyway, Bernice's problem is over le ba. I dun think i'm in wrong. And i didnt betray anyone. I didnt hurt anyone. I juz wan her to know that... i'm not a bad person who will harm others.
Er.... if were to say frankly, today is not a vry gd or vry bad day. Its juz normal & average. :-D
Oh, wow! This few daes i realised my posts are long! Wonderful! Probably practising "compo" on comp?????

What is the secret to life?

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Sorry

Well, today is not a vry great & happy day for me. I get angry thrice today. Hmm... how to start? .... kk, today ah gor was like go tease me twice without apologising. I get angry lor. Cos at least i say jkjk or sry when i said sth "wrong", but he didnt. Then the 'AIYO' really si bei 'AIYO' one leh. Always touch me with his hands;wallet;watch;shoes. Walao..... & he punched me thrice. Sit infront of him vry sian & "afraid" de. He is really getting on my nerve le. Ta zui hao bie zai re wo. Ok, during study, jmi, gine & i were toking abt Ian, and Regine was like... kick me so hard till it's so pain when touched water. Haiyo... Fine, yeah, i admit that i really love today, but i'm depressed;stunned;shocked;dunno what to do;lost of wrds.
Bernice ytd scold me for no reason & i thought today wld be fine, but it got worst. I oready written a letter for ah gor abt sth. And ah gor, i'm sry for being cruel to you. I know yr heart will break, but.... i have no choice. But..... I didnt do anything!! I didnt betray anyone!!!!!!

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Sunday, September 27, 2009

Nothing

Bored.... oni a few sms received from ah gor. He still at the chalet. It muz be fun to celebrate with bernice's family & ah gor. But my parents dun allow cos its so far... at excape theme park. I know, i know, when you heard of this place, you are excited but ah gor say it's boring. He say only the viking ship & haunted hse fun. I dunno anything cos i'd never been thr before. I'd not been to a chalet too. Haiya.... i never ever get to experience new things with my family. Sad to say lor....
Feel like extending this post, can i?
Well, today mother's day meh? Since when? My mum told me yesterdae & i've seen it on TV, but not hear it from anything/anyone. Is it today? Forget it, whenever it is, it's coming. My mom quite unhappy when i didnt say happy mother's day to her. Petty? I guess..
Anyway, she's at least gd to buy me a Nike jacket. But she wanna some payment from me. I thought of paying her $20, but she wanna more. Well.......? I'm not going to. Hehe..... XD
I wonder what i'm thinking of the whole day. Him??? Or that thing?? Ok, dun bother to bring this up. It sux lots.
Extended enough liao mah? I guess so.... quite long le ba. Gotta do some revision. Cos..... Amzar say i gt 68 for PSLE maths mock. Oh..... okae?? Nth to say.... but he say not vry sure, maybe he saw a wrong paper. But i know...... that's juz comforting wrds. I'm really a little worried abt my maths. Even when most ppl say PSLE is easy. Fine, juz trying to figure out how to progress my maths. If can, pls hlp me, thanks.

What is the secret to life?

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Thinking

Well, thinking of whether i shld tell jmi my secret. But the same thought on Thur came across my mind. Fine, i admit lose. I'm a loser. I cant even solve a tiny little problem. Haiz... life is juz tiring. I muz concern abt my ah gor & sister's feelings. And everyone's observation. Walao....... why is life like this??? (...................................)

What is the secret to life?

Friday, September 25, 2009

Angry

Walao... actually today not angry de lor. Ah gor wan to see how i look like when i was angry. I told him this:"Dui bu qi la, wo jin tian bu hui sheng qi de, shei jiao ni yao gen wo jiang ni jin tian xiang nong wo sheng qi ne? Shi you dian ben la. Er qie, wo hui xin ping qi he de. Zen me yang ah??"
He have nth to say then. But what makes me angry is SHEREE!!! She today so bu shuang de. No matter what i do to let her tell me what happened, she juz wldnt! I'm annoyed;irritated;angry. She asked me this:"Can i scream? Can i shout the wrd FCUK?" I GT NTH TO SAY!! WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY?! I juz gt irritated!! I ask myself, is it because of Jared? Or ah gor? She like know what i'm thinking and she told me is abt EVERYONE. I was confused. EVERYONE??? What does she mean by EVERYONE? And who are they? FINE, i stop asking her questions to let her calm down, at the same time, i let myself cool down 1st. But when i go to her, she was writing the wrd FUCK more than 20 times in her diary. You know, i feel like snatching her diary & tear it into thousand pieces. She promised me to let me read her diary after she finished writing one sentence. When she handed it to me, i flipped to the pg she told me to read. And i saw the sentence that strictly hit me:"Jmi & hui seems like having secrets."
I immediately went to find her & feel like scolding & shouting at her. But i ask myself 1st. Do i really have secrets between jmi & i? Do i really have sth tt i'm keeping from her? Well, i really do have sth tt i'm keeping from her. But tts not my secret! Is jmi's!! Fine, i cant push all the blame to jmi. Ok, now what shld i do? What shld i tell her? Hmm.... i think i better tell jmi 1st. & see what jmi plans to do abt it. But Sheree really shldnt blame jmi. Cos i oso gt secret. & i kept from her & jmi. But i explained to jmi tt if i tell her.. everything will oni worsen & ah gor will be hurt!! I'm so in a difficult spot! Who can hlp me?? I'm really keeping me the stress inside me, oni ME!!
How i hate SECRETS! Ah gor too. he told me he hate SECRETS!

AGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What is the secret to life?

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Lie

Oh.... o.. kae? Jmi say she lie to me?? Hm... i wonder what she had been lying to me. She give me chances to ask her questions today. I cant think of any questions. I juz wanna know what she had been lying to me. But she say she forgt. & she admitted tt she had been lying to me since jinrui be her gor. K, fine, i'm not furious cos probably..... i know tt she gt her own reasons. And i wldnt force her to tell me. She's been sharing all her secrets to me & i'm thinking if i shld tell her my secrets. But i thought agn: Jmi have been sharing all her secrets with me, why not i tell her mine too?
Another thought: NO, if i tell her, i'm doing the bad deed & i wun be able to forgive myself if sth really went wrong!
Er...... so.... i didnt tell her anything after tt. But i was still in the thinking mode...

What is the secret to life?

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Happy B'day

WoW! What a cool day! Why supplimentary muz end so late? If not can stay ltr.
Today go jmi's hse to gather and celebrate her 12th b'day at Mac'. She wanted me to wait for her at the coffee shop, but i ended up waiting for her for 10 mins & she didnt come down. & i called her thrice! Ta fang wo "ge zi" ah? Then she called me, say she cant come down. So she try to lead me to her hse through hp. I followed her instructions and found her at last. Hehe.... she scream for me, so loud sia! Haha!
She live at 10th floor and i didnt take the lift eh. Cos my mommy say it's dangerous to take the lift alone. So i climbed the stairs to 10th floor!!!! When i told her, she was like.... HUH?! Climb to 10th floor??!! Yea.. she's shocked. Muahahaha! Her sis was like so ps de lor. So quiet. I hlp her choose her clothes and jmi, gine, me, Nicole(jmi's sis) & jmi's grandma went to Mac' to have dinner. Wa! Jmi's mom already gave her money before going to Malaysia seh. She treat us la, definitely. After eating was like so full le lor. But when i saw someone ordered sundae, i was mouth-watery. & so, jmi hlp us order 2 strawberry & 2 chocolate sundae. Obviously i take the choco one. The chocolate is warm sia. & it didnt even melt. But suddenly i feel so full till wan vomit. Jmi told me to throw away the ice-cream lor. I dun bear to, but no choice. After tt we went to Petal Garden when jmi's grandma left 1/2h before we finished our dinner. I thought why jmi wanna go Petal Garden. The she told us Ian is thr. I was thinking... Ian? O.o. She juz wanna see Ian play basketball & see his cute;handsome face. No choice, gotta hlp jmi to remember him, i took pic of him. But sad to say, jmi's sim crd is spoiled, but it's ok, i hlp her "keep" 1st. Also can send to Katty!! (:
Hehe... so happy. Watching him, i was thinking why he didnt go home & do his wk. Jmi told me he is like tt de lar. So... tts why his result shows lor. Aiya..... basketball????
We went off at 6.30pm and went to nearby de playground to play for a while, sun bian take photo of ourselves. Haha.... :D
I even take video of jmi, gine & xin sia. I can oni say they talk crap;nonsense. Lol...
We also take off our shoes to play some sort of catching la. Dhen stomach ache le. Too full and play too much. Haiyo...
Before going home at 7pm, we went back to buy Mac' for my bro. He so hao ming de lor. Lol...
We was like... strolling back home & we were surprised to see jmi's mom!!! & definitely Wee Teck(jmi's bro)is thr too! He so adorable;cute!!! AHhhhh!! Hahas...! =)
I went back with xin and the day juz ended like this. Sheree & Katty cant come. If they were to come, jmi's going to po can le. Hehehe... But it will be more fun, obviously!

Kk, last thing before i go, HAPPY B'DAY, JAMIE! ^^

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Congrats

Well... nth but a little emo. Aiya... this is me larh. >.<
Hm... how shld i start? Ok, listen carefully...
Today morning ah gor gave me his compo. That was not bad written eh! Haha... glad for him & he gotta write me a second one. I dunno when he's going to pass up to me. Yeah... he call me cher. Tyty.. (^.~)
But... Jmi was like... ok, i dun get what's in her mind & what's she thinking abt. We were merely chatting abt Nic &.......... MARCUS??? ..........
Then she was like.... stop half way, dun wanna continue. What's going on?! No matter how hard i pester her to tell me, she juz wldnt say. Then i so carelessly showed Nic THAT letter!! OH my GOSH! When i realised that i shld not have shown him, the paper is already in his hands, putting it into his pockets. I felt so hou hui;guilty. Its like.... like i've betrayed jmi! She juz tell me to say sry to Nic & i showed him the WHOLE letter??! Ok lorh.. but jmi didnt scold me but i was emo.. for sure mans! Cos still gt other things....
Hm... yea, & i gotta congrats her with................. (:
I bless 'em lah!

Jmi, muz be happy de oh! If he treat you not well, can complain to this da jie de oh! Hehe... BYES! *^^*

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Monday, September 21, 2009

Jie

Today is a boring day... nvr call ah gor. I guess he dun nid my "hlp" today. But...... i wonder how Bernice knows abt that. Did she peep into his phone?? Forget it.. stop guessing liao larh. Dunno wad to do as well. Juz completed my MT hmwk which i forgt to do. Oh yeah... juz wish kolistar be my jie but she wldnt wan. Nobody ever wans to be jie de lorh. Tts bad for ah gor & me. Being the elder one is always in difficult spot. Haiz.... feel like chnging my "rank". But nobody is willing to chng wif me. Suan liao.....
Juz have to continue like this...

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Sunday, September 20, 2009

Bored

Nth to say.... juz blog for fun. Today weekend ma, ah gor oso feel bored. Gotta chat with him...
He's alone in the hse anyway... so lonely...... feel like dragging this post but so sian..
What shld i do?? Watch 'Samurai'?? Or read 'Eclipse'? Whatever! I'll go find sth and do.. & also have to prepare notes for ah gor. ^^

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Saturday, September 19, 2009

Compo

Tired of TM liao larh... today shop the whole day sia. Not even paying much attention in shopping cos... i smsing ah gor. It's juz a little unbelievable to know that the person who ask me THAT question isnt ah gor, but his frien. What?! A little shocked too... Haha.... He's so bored today. Wun he feel lonely in the hse alone? Yeah... lucky he gt me to chat with him on the phone. We chat for more than 15mins i bet.... then he was like.... bu she de gua dian hua or like.... if i were to hang up, he has no one to tok to. Lol.....
So... in order for him to improve in his EL, i ordered/demanded/requested him to write a compo for me. Topic: FIRE
And he really did it! After 2h, i ask ah gor abt my compo, he said done le. I was like...... HUH!? So fast???Anyways... i told him to write a compo for me everywk. And he calls me 'cher. Hahaha.... he's the sugar.. i didnt forget. Hahas...
Okok, let me tell you sth my parents got for me! A new white watch! Wao! Not so surprised anyway... cos they PROMISED to get me 1. Bleahx!! =P
Kk, i gtg le, its late le ba. Byebye!!

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Present

Heh! Did i make gine cry? I'm sry then. But she's a little overboard liao larh...
I juz dunno why she juz cant accept her! Yeah..... we make her feel unwanted & uncared liao. And that's enough already! Now, i wan her to come back... Jmi too. But gine wldnt/cldnt wan! Freak lar!! But i'm alrite with wad decision. Fan zheng shi jmi de xuan ze... sui bian ta.
MAC' sia! Gonna celebrate it at Mac'! Which i gt 85% thinks that my parents wld allow. Cos it's juz near the market. Woo-WOO! But wad present shld i give Jmi? I dun really cares if she's like Bella...[i oso dun care if you know this name or wad so ever, BLEAHX! =P], but i'm still gonna get a present for her. Am i being like Alice[dunno who's that? Read TWILIGHT. Lol....]??

^^

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Friday, September 18, 2009

Love

Emo............ i bet i'm not going to be better today. Ah gor reply my letter. He doesnt get wad i'm trying to say. He sms me lor, to clear THIS thing. I dunno wad he's thinking.... definitely.
We ALMOST quarrel. But of cos didnt. I told him i nid more time to sort things out. Then he asked me:"Is it becos of my ans tt makes you unhappy & emo?"
You say how am i going to ans him? Cos..... YES, it's indeed becos of his ans. But wad cld i say?I didnt wan to let him know THAT! But... i went forward. And i told him:"YES."
He apologised... lol..
And a strange thought arrived at him. I thought he wldnt feel it. But i'm quite surprised when he did and he asked. I replied him agn...... to his question:"YES.
Then...? Then he apologised agn lor. This time round felt vry guilty. And i'm sadded too..... He still cant let go...............
Nvm, i told myself, being normal is fine. That's all.... & this is how we end our mexxege. No more to say.... but hope he dun feel guilty or anything. Cos i dun mind..... & i really dun mind. (:
Anyway.... she's perfect, thats why. He's choice is definitely not wrong........

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Could'nt

Heh.... today's listening compre so easy?? & i wonder why MOSTLY the other school's invigilator is warmer and more polite than our school's one? No offence anyway... Haiyo... cant stay back in school with Jmi & Gine. But why today so emo?? Oh! Becos of that??? Always been excluded? Am i their sis huh? They toks to ah gor, but not me. I was juz rite behind 'em & as if i'm invisible. I wanna scream. But you say i dare? There's huge crowd of ppl! So, i ran away instead. I went to Sheree & went off alone after tt. Who knows? Who knows i've been excluded. I cld nvr compete with 'em. Suan liao larh... yesterdae its like...... i've nvr been exist before. (......)
Juz hope THEY dun make me feel like this agn. Its always the same ppl who does........

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Thursday, September 17, 2009

Ah gor & ah mei

Woo! Since when my san mei treat ah gor so well? Gt 5 facts that she like him sia. But... she juz doesnt wan to say. No choice. But today, through my hlp, she succeeded to be ah gor's mei. I tink.... ah gor has thousands of mei liao lor... haha..
But then..... she didnt even call ah gor 'AH GOR' lor. Not even 'ge ge'. Instead... she thought of calling ah gor 'lao shoing'. But Jmi & i thought of the better one: 'sugar ge ge' & 'coffee mei mei'. Hahaha!!
And ah gor is way better than Jmi's da ge. And in my eyes, ah gor is the best ah gor i had ever had. Nobody can compete with him. Anyways..... i told Regine abt that.... i'm not sure if i'm regretting now but..... i think she wldnt tell anyone. I trust her. >.<
Sadded, ah gor bei fa by Ms Nora thrice!! :(
My 2 meimei & i hlp him with his compo. But actually, i didnt hlp much. Hehe... psps.. & he "kiss" us. Lol????
Today i think i'm a maths failure. Stay back with my 2 meis, do maths, but i oways do wrong. Embarrassing you know.... i'm such a FAILURE!!!! A little emo after that. Lol..
Walao... suddenly thought of ah gor, nvr write to me this few daes & it makes me mad!! Ah...! Btw, congrats 'coffee mei mei' & 'sugar ge ge'!! *^^*

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

......

Well, ltr going back to school for maths. Guai gia rite? Tyty....
Anyways, Regine disobeyed me! She hit ah gor!! I restricted her from hitting ANYONE! And i hit her back so hard?? OMG, she nearly cry and i'm sry. :)
Walao.... plus today's letter, i already gave 3 letters to sheree, but oni 1 comes back. Lol?? Ah gor vry disappointed that i cant go for Bernice's b'day party. Jmi cant go too?? Ahyo... sadded.. and ah gor didnt give me letter!! (:
Jmi say she wldnt jealous when her sis like ah gor sia. Except for SHEREE. Hahaha!! Muahahaha!!
I so bad?? Then too bad.......>.<

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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Emo

Wah!!! There's a blackish butterfly in the toilet when i'm bathing!? It crawl around the wall and eventually didnt come near me and BITE me. ^^
Hm.... after i had gone out, and go back in, it DISAPPEARED! Aw man!! But...... i tink its my grandparent. Cos... its now qi yue and maybe they came back to see US. Believe it or not, put it aside. But my meimei!!!! I wrote to her 2 letters and nth comes back!!!!! She blames ah gor for making the stupid noise and being a "nuisance". She kind of... finding excuses?? Haha.... jking.
Now, i had wronged jmi twice. Once because of ah gor, now because of Gine. Gine say jmi thought Sheree & i gt secrets between us and didnt tell jmi but then... jmi say didnt & Gine tinks she had made a mistake. Lol...????? Haiyo... Gine wasted my tym emoing. And i gotta face the consequences?? No, i'm not. Hehe... *^^*
Emo..................

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Monday, September 14, 2009

Sheree

Hm... wad am i suppose to crap abt? Abt... me?? Or Sheree? Haiya... Sheree not jealous le, but she cldnt accept ah gor, not writing letter to her. How am i going to hlp her so tt she dun feel unwanted? She felt unloved;unwanted;uncared;inexist. So, i promised her TRY to write to her everyday. But what abt me? I feel so lonely mans!! Got a problem here, yet cant share wif sistas and ah gor. How am i going to tolerate and press it in somemore? HE cldnt betray his buddies for love;cldnt betray his love for buddies. Which one shld help me solve my problem?? K, enough of me and my *siblings*.
Whats abt Dan agn? Emo?? Because bei ms chin ma liao, then bu shuang?? Jmi shuo ta huo gai sia. (:
Today nth happened, its juz freaking normal. Ms chin must shout to get our attention and its so disrupting! RIDICULOUS! ......

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Sunday, September 13, 2009

Mozilla Firefox

Heh.. wads wrong with my music player de? Downloaded Mozilla Firefox le, then music player cant wrk. Wads up mans?!
Haiya... today no time to spend on comp. Gotta do hmwk. Slacking for 15 mins and tts it! Miss my blog? TAG it! (:

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Saturday, September 12, 2009

Ah gor

Ah yo.. I'm afraid ah gor is desperate and depressed sia. Although he say he WUN. Wanna console, but dunno how to. Hm.. i juz hope he will "revive" agn. He's th metal-man eventually. XD
Heh, guys, like my blog? Going chnge url soon. Pls relink if i do so. Tyty.
Hehe.. i havent been blogging since i stop. Miss it and miss you guys' blogs. And so, needa CRAPX!!
[But i seriously dunno wad to say] :)
Kay, er mei so jealous of me sia. Have nth to say abt it. But HE explains.. so i gt it, and probably can tell her. I hope you know, i hate/cant take jealousy. JEALOUSY oways make me emo and quarrel with sistas. I dun wan 'em!! SHoo!-SHOO!
Haha... love my sistas & gor. Eventually i gt oni 1 gor but i went through a difficult path to reach him, so i gotta treasure it. LOVE YA, AH GOR & AH MEI!!! (:

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