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14 this year, not any older
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Thursday, February 03, 2011
CNY.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! Lols.. i know it's so dead here.. that's why i'm thinking whether to close down this blog . I don't seems to be interested in blogging anymore . Well , i'm still considering. So , don't run away from here yet . Haha . Heyheyy.. need collect ang paos le , bye ! ~
What is the secret to life?
Friday, January 28, 2011
Memorable birthday .
Happy birthday to myself ! Hahas.. I just turned 14 . :D Thank you for those who wished me a happy birthday , but special thanks to Xin Ya , Yan Yi , Agnes , Si Yu and Mdm Seow ! ♥ (: OMG , today ate 2 cakes and received some gifts ! Wow . I love my 14th birthday . A memorable one . It's just that... someone never wish me . :( Actually there were 2 , but HE wished me a belated birthday at 1:12 am . I thought he won't wish me.. although i was hoping the whole day . So.. i was quite surprised when he sent me a personal message in fb . Kinda chatted... and wei lun di siao me with that . -.- But.. i realized something through this . That.. i still have feelings for him , I still have . I thought i fall for another guy alr.. but it wasn't really true . I don't know ! It's so confusing.. I really thought that i got over him.. got over everything we shared . I even deleted some of his messages . But everything came back again.. and i realized that for these 2 months (dec-jan), i'm living in "false-life" . But i won't fret over it . I'll just let things be . I'm happy that actually.. he remembered my birthday . :)
What is the secret to life?
Monday, January 17, 2011
Well...
Happy birthday , Chun Hui ! Another birthday boy . Lols . Actually lots of things happened today , but vaguely . And i blocked some of them at the back of my head . I managed to avoid things that i wanted to avoid . That person was on the bus this morning . I saw . But i turned away and pretended as if i never see him . When i was standing beside him in the bus , i still did not look at him . After school , i saw him in the canteen . He turned to me but i turned away . Cool , wasn't it ? Oh well , what i wanted to say is : avoiding is a good start to get over someone/something (don't be mistaken , it's not the same person as that guy in last year) . It is effective . At least.. i can control my urge and so it's effective for me . Sometimes i don't understand why i did things like this , but i know i don't deserve anyone . Anyway , i'm trying my best to not get a boyfriend this year . Probably not so soon . (:
Okay , looks like i spoke too much . HAHA . Hey hey , i realized that the teachers who taught my class this year are so sucky . No offense though . My form teacher (also my maths teacher) doesn't really know how to teach . Seriously , i prefer Mdm Liza a lot to her . I just hope i will still like maths . My geog teacher , i can tell you.. out of 4 periods of lessons (2 days , 2 periods each) , i only managed to listen to 1 and 1/2 of the periods of his teaching . Nobody knows what he's talking about . OHMYGOSH! -.- Hope i can still pass my geog exam . Pray ! Lols . And .. MY PE TEACHER ! Can die mans ! I wonder if he's an alien without a heart/soul or is he really a human . Doesn't he care for his students ? Can't he stop being so impatient ? I'm not trying to compare him with Mr Loh because different teachers have different teaching styles . But they have a HEART right ? For goodness sake ! Oh well , if i were to compare the both of them , Mr Loh is SO much better . (Anyway, something cropped up , but i don't want to say) . Ergh.. teachers are enough to kill us ! Other than the teachers , the rest are still quite okay , except for him and kor . Haiz.. OH NO , i'm not going to emo about those stuffs again . Hahas.. good night ! ;)
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Sunday, January 16, 2011
Happy Birthday .
@Tony : I wanted to give you a video made by me as a birthday present . But.. time ran out and.. i don't think you deserve anything like that . You deserve a better one . That video can't compare with what your friends had given you today . I thought i could make you happy , but i seemed to be wrong . I felt so bad.. cos i didn't manage to give you anything for your birthday and i couldn't celebrate it with you .
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Saturday, January 15, 2011
Everything is so blur .
There's a lot of things i can't handle . Many , many things . Enough is enough ! Now HE is giving me a problem . He's change . Totally . He won't talk to me about anything . We're not close like we used to be . Why is it so ? Must it be such a big difference ? I may not know what he's feeling , but he don't have to do that to me ! He's like venting anger on me . I hate that . I meant good for him , not lecturing him . I'm getting him back on the right track . He just doesn't get it . I knew it long ago .. that 2011 won't be that good , and now it proves that i'm right . I don't feel like talking to him right now , because i know we will end up quarreling if i continue to say what i wanted to say .
Why must it be like this ? I know you had stop liking me , but we're still brother and sister , am i wrong ? I care for you , but you don't know . I'm trying to help you , but you don't know . I'm tired of handling things like this . I had it last year , i don't want it to happen again this year ! Although it's of different person ! I rack my brain to think how i can get a birthday present for you , how can i celebrate your birthday even if it's going to be a belated birthday . I don't want you to think that no one appreciates you , because i do . Actually i alr have a plan in mind , however , you're giving me crap now . Maybe i'm being petty or whatsoever . But i meant well .
What is the secret to life?
Friday, January 14, 2011
Feel the right way .
It happened on a Friday . But not today , it's last Friday . Something is there . But , i'm not bothering about it , i'm not caring . Because i don't deserve it . Anyway , i was hoping for the same thing to happen today , but it did not and i told myself that i should not expect anything . No more....
What should i say about tony kor ? That i first time see him emo ? That deep inside him , there were pain , confusion and something more ? Now i know that i do not understand him . However , i care for him . I hope he knows . I don't want him to feel what everyone is afraid of feeling . I hope he can feel that even if there is no one who understands him , there is someone who cares for him and make sure he exists . (:
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Saturday, January 01, 2011
New Year.
New Year Eve had gone and now is really a NEW YEAR. I don't know what to say, actually. Just hope all of you have a happy and prosperous year ahead. How about that << ? Not too bad right? Haha. School will be reopening in 2 days' time. 2010 had past in a blink of an eye. How fast. I miss my sec 1 life very much. If only people can forever stay young and have the good memories of their childhood. But i can't imagine how it will be to have juniors next year! I will be becoming a SENIOR alr, must have some di di and mei mei. LOL.
I'm happy today. I hope so are you all. ;)
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Friday, December 31, 2010
Countdown.
Wow, count down! I was busy watching both channel 8 and channel u. Hahas.. Dai Yang Tian and Zhou Ying rocks together. I guess he really LIKES her (oh well!). Every ' Eve ' is always the best. After the count down in channel 8, bro and i were crazy over K-pop singers! Woo! B2st ; Doo Joon & Ki Kwang! ♥. They're all superb. Looking forward to next year's 26th Anniversary Korean Disk Awards! Anyway, let's all celebrate the upcoming of '11 and the going-away of '10! Well, 2010 is a very fun yet challenging year for me. There are things i got and there are also some which i didn't have. Whatever they are, whatever negative things, i hope all of you can just leave them there as the past and bring whatever positive things with you to 2011. Wish you a happy new year!
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Saturday, December 25, 2010
X'mas day.
Hello peeps! Happy X'mas! Hope you all have fun! Well, it's a very short post, i know. But i gtg. HAHA. (:
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Monday, November 22, 2010
Not what i want.
Everything's so screwed these few days. Parents are grounding me like crazy, i can't do anything I WANT. Things don't go smoothly. It's as if it's Saturn-square-Jupiter (you don't have to know what this means, it just sucks) now. I don't get to hang out with friends, not even going to primary school's class outing (BBQ). I'm being caged at home. But why? Mom is afraid that people will harm me? WTH is that? I'm 13 already (although i know that this is still kinda young, i have my own freedom!), i hope she can let me do what i want. Now i feel so... guilty for not accepting my friends' invitation. They are going to have fun, but definitely NOT me. Even Li Xin's going. I hate this holiday. As for his invitation, i rejected because i don't want to face him. There's no way i'm going to bring myself to be in his area, seeing him. But now it seems like he's not feeling good with the number of people accepting his invitation. I think there's only very few who are going. I hope i can help him recruit more people. But there's nothing i can do. I can't even settle my own problem, how can i help him? And i don't even think he needs my help. It's just ridiculous to think he needs it. However, i somehow felt guilty. I'd rejected his past offers and this is the 3rd time. Now it actually struck me that he'd taken initiative, not that he hadn't. Even if it's just for making friends, he had taken one step forward. But i realized that i'm the opposite. I'm taking a step backwards. OMG, i'm going insane! With days being at home and with days fighting to block the thoughts of him from flowing through my mind. I don't understand everything. I'd ignored his messages, i never reply to his, i avoided him, i've controlled myself and i've tried. But why is it that i just can't get over him? After i'd tried, i still wants to help him with anything, i don't want him to feel unhappy or sad. And i don't understand why am i doing all of these. If you'd asked me how was i, i would say, "I'm okay." or "I'm fine." or maybe... "Life is as usual for me." This is definitely not the truth! How i wish i can have someone to vent everything on, someone to talk to. I'm tired...
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